Delirium

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Release formats:

2016 – CD album
2016 – Vinyl LP + CD
2016 – Digital Download
2016 – Cassette

 

Lyrics:

1. House Of Shame

RUN

RISE

Burn me,
Reducing the stigma,
Born to live in this
House Of Shame.

While I dig the grave
on my path to find faith,
You weren’t there
While I was dying.

You’re the reason I’m feeling so deranged.
I will stay here and haunt you forever.

Why

Always staring into the light?
If I don’t hide inside the darkness,
You’ll be compromised.

But

Sometimes

You will fly with me again.

Without falling
Without falling

RISE

Read my words

RUN

Mark my words

I’m bedridden here.
Locked outside of my faith.
Incurable.
Capture by time.
You’re the reason I’m feeling so deranged.
I will stay here and haunt you forever.

Why

Always staring into the light?
If I don’t hide inside the darkness,
You’ll be compromised.

But

Sometimes

You will fly with me again.

Without falling
Without falling

(I told you to leave me alone)
(I told you to leave me alone)
(I told you to leave me alone)
(I told you to leave me alone)

Take my soul

(Sometimes)
(You will find me there again)
(Without mourning)
(Without mourning)

Sometimes

You will fly with me again.

Without falling
Without falling

Rise

Read my words

Run

Mark my words

2. Broken Things

Now sunk in the horizon
We’ll watch the hours go by
Fall and then arise again
I hear the darkness breathe

Sunk into the horizon
We’ll watch the hours go by
Fall and then arise again
I hear the darkness breathe

Sunk into the horizon
Fall down

Let those tears come down
Let them fade away
Let them burn across your face
As you keep smiling inside
You cannot be afraid of your destiny
All the walls you’ve built around
Without me right by your side

One two three
The count of your lies
I can see right through your eyes
Read my lips
I cannot fix
All the broken things inside my mind
One two three
Breaking free
Turn another page and run away
Sick sick sick
No more tricks
Think about the mess you left behind

Sunk into the horizon
We’ll watch the hours go by
Fall and then arise again
I hear the darkness breathe

As the sun comes down
Over your regrets
It takes time to heal the pain
But from the scars we will learn
We’ve been trying so hard
But it was too late
Now you shut the door behind
I won’t be right by your side

One two three
The count of your lies
I can see right through your eyes
Read my lips
I cannot fix
All the broken things inside my mind
One two three
Breaking free
Turn another page and run away
Sick sick sick
No more tricks
Think about the mess you left behind

Sunk

Fall

One two three
The count of your lies
I can see right through your eyes
Read my lips
I cannot fix
All the broken things inside my mind
One two three
Breaking free
Turn another page and run away
Sick sick sick
No more tricks
Think about the mess you left behind

Sunk into the horizon
We’ll watch the hours go by
Fall and then arise again
I hear the darkness breathe

Sunk into the horizon
Fall down

3. Delirium


Delirium
Delirium
Delirium
Delirium

I can’t surrender.
I cannot breath and I’m still going under.
It’s hard to realise.
It’s getting closer.
I fear this struggle
is wasting me from inside.

Delirium
Delirium
Delirium
Delirium

Insane obsession.
Is growing faster.
There’s no medication.
It’s hard to realise.
lost in confusion.
I hear the silence
is screaming aloud inside

Delirium
Delirium
Delirium
Delirium

Enclosed in a shrine.
Locked away inside my mind.
I walk in the darkness and neon lights.
Delirium will take me away.

Delirium
Delirium
Delirium
Delirium
Delirium
Delirium
Delirium
Delirium

4. Blood, Tears, Dust

Do you remember my friend
When I was frozen and dead inside
A piece of nothing in this world
Till I heard she said

Three nights of hell
Immortality to spell
Light up the skies
Make it through the darkness

Can you believe this my friend
I was empty and broken inside
She came to save me from the storm
Where I heard she said

Three nights of hell
Immortality to spell
Light up the skies
Make it through the darkness

Three nights of hell
Immortality to spell
Light up the skies
Make it through the darkness

Blood
Tears
Dust
Take my blood
Tears
Dust

Time belongs to you and I
There’s nowhere else
I wish I could be
Mountains high
Dark river flows
The wind will blow
Our fire will burn

Rise
Again

Our fire will burn

Three nights of hell
Immortality to spell
Light up the skies
Make it through the darkness

5. Downfall

Let the light get into the room
So I can see your face
You don’t need to hurry
You can stay here some more
As I just want to talk
To talk
I know it sounds so strange
So strange
I feel it’s hard to give a sense to everything

When I’m down
It’s hard to walk away
‘Cause nothing seems to change
The sun will never heal the rain

Life goes on and I bury another day
(I feel so empty now)
As grief and rage and fear rise up at once
(Alone in the maze where I’m lost)
Keep holding my hand
I promise I won’t shed a tear
(Look at me)
But please never let me go
I don’t know what else to do
(It’s hurting so much inside)

When I’m down
It’s hard to walk away
‘Cause nothing seems to change
The sun will never heal the rain

When I’m down
It’s hard to see your face
While all things seem to fade
The sun will never heal the rain

Here we go again
I can’t take it anymore
Another drink alone
Until my life gets numb
We used to be so close
Now we are so far apart
I wish I could let go
But you are forever gone

When I’m down
It’s hard to walk away
‘Cause nothing seems to change
The sun will never heal the rain

When I’m down
It’s hard to see your face
While all things seem to fade
The sun will never heal the rain

6. Take Me Home

Big train down the track
Tick-tock, tick-tock
Coming back
It’s time
Jump onboard
There is room for many moreBig train down the track
Tick-tock, tick-tock
Coming back
It’s time
Jump onboard
There is room for many moreTake me for a ride
Take me for a ride

So many pieces

A shattered life
I try to put together everything
So many faces I have to wear
Sick of everything I have to fightSit with me
I’ll take you for a ride
Tick-tock time
It will be so fine
Stay with me
I’ll take you for a ride
Tick-tock time
We will be alrightSit with me
I’ll take you for a ride
Tick-tock time
It will be so fine
Stay with me
I’ll take you for a ride
Tick-tock time
We will be alright

I can’t find the words to say

And what to do
It’s like I’ve lost control of everything
A tragic ride
A state of mind
Sick of everything I have to fightSit with me
I’ll take you for a ride
Tick-tock time
It will be so fine
Stay with me
I’ll take you for a ride
Tick-tock time
We will be alrightSit with me
I’ll take you for a ride
Tick-tock time
It will be so fine
Stay with me
I’ll take you for a ride
Tick-tock time
We will be alright

Sick of everything but I still fight
I don’t give up where I stand in life
There is nothing left on the other side
I save myself giving up on the lies

Sit with me
I’ll take you for a ride
Tick-tock time
It will be so fine
Stay with me
I’ll take you for a ride
Tick-tock time
We will be alright

Sit with me
I’ll take you for a ride
Tick-tock time
It will be so fine
Stay with me
I’ll take you for a ride
Tick-tock time
We will be alright

Sit with me
I’ll take you for a ride
Tick-tock time
It will be so fine
Stay with me
I’ll take you for a ride
Tick-tock time
We will be alright

7. You Love Me 'Cause I Hate You

I’m back in my house
And you’re still sitting down
The crimson couch
Has never felt so uncomfortable
And the room is so coldThe tape on your mouth
Is slowing your breath down
The rope is still tight
The tension becomes so tangible
So unbearableYou love me ’cause I hate you
(Everything but love)
You love me ’cause I hate you
(Everything but love)

I’m sorry if I crossed the line
I know I’ve lost it but
You are always on my mind
Obsessed with you and me
To love is harder than you think

I’m sorry if I raise my voice
I never meant to hurt you
But I had no choice
Don’t ever lie to me
‘Cause I am smarter than you think

You love me ’cause I hate you
(Everything but love)
You love me ’cause I hate you
(Everything but love)

There’s no running away
There’s no guilt and no shame
I’ve crossed the line
Is this the end?
There’s no running away
Even if you’re afraid
I’ll make you mine
Until the end

You love me ’cause I hate you
(Everything but love)
You love me ’cause I hate you
(Everything but love)

There’s no running away
There’s no guilt and no shame
I’ve crossed the line
Is this the end?
‘Cause no running away
Even if you’re afraid
I’ll make you mine
Until the end

You love me ’cause I hate you

8. Ghost in The Mist


Will not get out of my face.
Locked here I cannot escape.

It’s my life.

What the hell is going on.
Cause everything feels like it’s fading.
Everyday seems like it was
the day before and I can’t take it.
I just want to erase the things I hate
and all the faces I see.

Right.
Right in my face again and again.
All I’ve got for this is nothing but hate.
Right in my face.
Feeding my rage.
All I’ve got for this nothing but hate.

I’m a ghost in the mist. (it’s my life)
My life slips away.
I wander unseen. (compromise)
I don’t make any sound.
I’m lost in the mist. (going blind)
No one showed me the way.
Locked in by my tears. (paralysed)
With my knees on the ground.

Everyday it feels like is so predictable and I can’t change it.
I just want to break these habits take control of this confusion.

Right.
Right in my face again and again.
All I’ve got for this is nothing but hate.
Right in my face.
Feeding my rage.
All I’ve got for this nothing but hate.

I’m a ghost in the mist. (it’s my life)
My life slips away.
I wander unseen. (compromise)
I don’t make any sound.
I’m lost in the mist. (going blind)
No one showed me the way.
Locked in by my tears. (paralysed)
With my knees on the ground.

I’m a ghost in the mist.
My life slips away.

Will not get out of my face.
Locked here I cannot escape.
Can’t get you out of my face.
What can I do now?
Locked here I cannot escape.
What have you done now?
I will not forgive you.

I’m a ghost in the mist (it’s my life)
My life slips away.
I wander unseen (compromise)
I don’t make any sound
I’m lost in the mist (going blind)
No one showed me the way
Locked in by my tears (paralysed)
With my knees on the ground.

I’m a ghost in the mist.
My life slips away.

Can’t get it out of me
So what have you down now?
Locked here I cannot escape
What have you done now?
Will not forgive what you said.
What have you done now?
Locked here I cannot escape.
What have you done now?
I will not forgive you.

9. My Demons

And I don’t know what to say
I’m thinking about you
It’s hurting without you
I never learn from my mistakes

I feel fucked up today
My demons cursing me as I’m awake
My head is spinning I can’t explain
Your words are poison inside my veins

You lied I don’t believe you I can’t relate
You lied I hate your voice cause it sounds so fake

And I don’t know what to say
I’m thinking about you
It’s hurting without you
I never learn from my mistakes
I’m thinking about you
I’m choking without you
And I don’t know what to say

I should’ve walked away
And break the circle that never ends
No other way to survive the pain
It’s either I kill or I will be killed

You lied but I’m still giving myself away
You lied I don’t regret every single day

And I don’t know what to say
I’m thinking about you
It’s hurting without you
I never learn from my mistakes
I’m thinking about you
I’m choking without you
And I don’t know what to say

I think of you and I can’t forget
Every word you said hurts inside my head
Cannot let you go, things will never change

I feel fucked up today
It’s either I kill or I will be killed
You lied

And I don’t know what to say
I’m thinking about you
It’s hurting without you
I never learn from my mistakes
I’m thinking about you
I’m choking without you
And I know right now

Just the way that I will be killed
You lied

10. Claustrophobia

Claustrophobic hate
Starts a chain reaction
If it doesn’t kill you

If love is the answer
Why does it feel so good to hate?
I don’t give a damn about heart shaped lies anymore
I don’t need forgiveness
I don’t want to listen to your prayers
I want to rise up to the stars above
And fall down to the ground alone

Why
Why don’t you try
Why don’t you stay with me?
(Time is over)
When I’ll be gone
You will be suffering for me
(Time is over)

You think that I am worthless
Like one of your dolls that feeds on pain
I don’t give a fuck about heart shaped clouds
I will open my eyes
Stay away from you

Why
Why don’t you try
Why don’t you stay with me?
(Time is over)
When I’ll be gone
You will be suffering for me
(Time is over)

Why
Why don’t you try
Why don’t you kill me?
(Time is over)
When I’ll be gone
You will be suffering for me

Why
Why don’t you try
Why don’t you stay with me?
(Time is over)
When I’ll be gone
You will be suffering for me
(Time is over)

Why
Why don’t you try
Why don’t you kill me?
(Time is over)
When I’ll be gone
You will be suffering for me
(Time is over)

Claustrophobic hate
Starts a chain reaction
If it doesn’t kill you
It will shape your life
I don’t need forgiveness
I don’t want to listen to your prayers
I want to rise up to the stars above
And fall down to the ground alone
Will hate be the answer?

11. Ultima Ratio

He’s trying to run
He cannot hide anymore
The hunt has started
Dead or alive
There is no terror in my eyes
It feels like I’m paralysed in hell
No more time to realise
It is now or never
Breath is short but I’m alive
I’m getting closer to the gate
Keep on hiding in the dark
Will this nightmare ever end?

Inmate out
Time to track him down
(Never ends)
Lock him back inside his cell

Save me
Before I fall apart
Come closer to me while I’m still alive
It never ends, it never ends

No end
Red lights are flashing in my eyes
Sirens ringing in my ears
Here’s a chance to save my life
I’m not ready for this
I’m trapped inside
The fire of all the things
That might have been
The torture never ends

Inmate out
Time to track him down
(Never ends)
Lock him back inside his cell

Save me
Before I fall apart
Come closer to me while I’m still alive
It never ends, it never ends

No end

Save me
Before I fall apart
Come closer to me while I’m still alive
It never ends, it never ends

No end

12. Live To Tell (on Special Edition)

(Madonna cover)

I have a tale to tell
Sometimes it gets so hard to hide it well
I was not ready for the fall
Too blind to see the writing on the wall
Too blind to see the writing on the wall

A man can tell a thousand lies
I’ve learned my lesson well
Hope I live to tell
The secret I have learned, ’till then (it will burn inside of me)
It will burn inside of me

Live to tell

I know where beauty lives
I’ve seen it once or twice
I know the warm she gives
The light that you could never see
It shines, it shines, it shines inside
You can’t take that from me
It shines inside, you can’t take that from me

A man can tell a thousand lies
I’ve learned my lesson well
Hope I live to tell
The secret I have learned, ’till then (it will burn inside of me)
The truth is never far behind
You kept it hidden well
If I live to tell
The secret I knew then
Will I ever have the chance again

If I ran away, I’d never have the strength
To go very far
How would they hear the beating of my heart
Will it grow cold
The secret that I hide, will I grow old
How will they hear
When will they learn
How will they know

A man can tell a thousand lies
I’ve learned my lesson well
Hope I live to tell
The secret I have learned, ’till then (it will burn inside of me)
The truth is never far behind
You kept it hidden well
If I live to tell
The secret I knew then
Will I ever have the chance again

Live to tell
Live to tell
Live to tell
Live to tell

13. Breakdown (on Special Edition)

Shutting down my mind
No more hurting
From everything insaneUse every word to blame
Makes a deeper cut inside

Sensory overload
Makes me want to scream
And close my eyes

Eradicate
Never fails to take its place in line

It’s not too late
To take it all
Embrace the pain
That breaks me down

Shutting myself off
Getting numb inside
What did you just say?

Unconscious and confused
I can’t stand the noise outside

Even if you think I’m fine
I’m still damaged
I stay out of sight

Eradicate
Never fails to take it’s place in line

It’s not too late to take it all
Embrace the pain that breaks me down

Now it’s too late
I’ve take control
I embrace the pain that keeps breaking me down
Once more

It’s not too late to take it all
Embrace the pain that breaks me down

Breakdown

Breakdown

 

11. Bleed The Pain (on Special Edition)

Now don’t look away when you speak to me
I wish you’d care the way I still do
But you don’t feel anymore
All my wishes gone away

From my eyes, lies
From my head, decay
From my grave, all my wishes gone away

I want to feel again
And live another day
I want to bleed the pain
And wash away the poison from my veins

You’re inside my head, so speak to me
You’re telling me I care what you do
I can’t go on anymore
Make this feeling go away

From my eyes, lies
From my head, decay
From my grave, all my wishes gone away

I want to feel again
And live another day
I want to bleed the pain
And wash away the poison from my veins

I’m not gonna lie
I’ll just tell you anything
Showing you how I feel
Now I’m sharing my life with you
Because?
It goes on and on and on

All my wish has gone away

I want to feel again
And live another day
I want to bleed the pain
And wash away the poison
I want to feel again
And live another day
I want to bleed the pain
And wash away the poison from my veins